“At Least We Can Apologize” (2009) by Lee Kiho
a book review by Gregory C. Eaves
“He choked me so hard while thinking of you that from now on things should be okay.”
Try to wrap your mind around that sentence. Who’s choking who? Who’s apologizing to whom, and for what? Between who should things be OK? Insanity is the only refuge for the sane in an insane Escher world.
Flying out of far left field like some crazed winged gecko and climbing the padded walls in a white straitjacket, the twisted world of Lee Kiho’s “At Least We Can Apologize” (“사과는 잘해요”, 2009) hits you like a bucket of cold water. The insanity jumps to the fore from page one, making Hunter S. Thompson or Joseph Heller look almost timid. Lee twists his plot like a lemon in a juicer until a story oozes forth that’s part art, part tale and part supernova.
Start with the setting. Lee Kiho’s Coketown unfolds with the dark asphalt sweat of modern Korean cities. Korea’s Soviet-style tenement apartment blocks seep into Lee’s tale. Humanity is so insane that we live like rats in rectangular cement tenements that reach for the sky and stretch to the horizon. Between the towers lies a sole depressing child’s swing set, painted in faded red or pink, in the shadow of the tenement, a tribute to man’s idiotic belief that the world is bright. Slogging residents drag their feet up and down a graffitied elevator, convincing themselves that this is a life. As the woman at the corner store says, “Ugh! This dirty neighborhood! I’m sick of all these deadbeats!… This month, I’m outta here… this month!” She’s there throughout the novel.
The tale begins a few months earlier at a psychiatric hospital just out of town. There’s the superintendent, the director general, the cafeteria woman and the two male caretakers: the shorter one who wears a doctor’s gown and the taller one who has a really bad combover. On occasion, government inspectors come to make sure the mental hospital is adhering to national guidelines. On those days, the patients’ industrial plastic bed sheets are replaced with cotton bed sheets.
Then there are the patients, euphemistically referred to as “residents,” two of whom are the anti-heroes of this tale. They are Si-bong and I, Si-bong and I, Si-bong and I. The story is narrated by Jin-man, but we almost never hear him refer to his own name. You don’t even read his name until page 32. It’s always, “Si-bong and I,” the two Pillars of the Institution.
These two inmates, at this sketchy mental institution, bond through their communal beating: beating after beating. Belt. Boots. Pipe. Fist. Phone book. Shovel to the head. Morning. Day. Night. They’re beaten every way possible. They smile and apologize. They’re beaten again. Then enters the man with the sideburns.
A scandal erupts in Chapter 1 and so the psychiatric hospital is closed and abandoned, and “Chief” and “McMurphy” are released upon the world. They shack up with Si-bong’s sister. Of course she’s a small-time prostitute and her deadbeat live-in boyfriend is her pimp and is losing money at the track.
Our two heroes, like Odysseus on his way home, face a series of trials and tribulations as they leave the mental hospital in the early pages and head out into society. First, they have to walk to Si-bong’s sister’s place: hours walking along the shoulders of rural freeways, and then a bit on a bus. The horse gambling pimp boyfriend takes them out to look for a job. At one point, they head back to the abandoned mental institute to collect uneaten pills, climbing over a cyclone fence along the way. They encounter a Dirt Harpy insane old woman, walk out with pillow cases full of pills and are able to pick up a copy of the superintendent’s old diary, too.
Just about to give up on the job hunt, the re-inclusion of formerly prescribed, now free-flowing, medication into their bodies causes them to remember what they’re good at: apologizing. They had to apologize for their beatings. They turn this into a small-time business.
Across from the sister’s apartment live two squares. Like clowns in a Mozart opera, these buffoons are The Two Men: the Butcher and the Fruit Monger. The Butcher and the Fruit Monger are like Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum, so of course our two mental patients decide to begin apologizing to The Two Men and, like Iago, plant the seeds of jealousy. Our two mental patients plant the seeds of doubt between the Butcher and the Fruit Monger, looking to turn apologizing into a business. Like a quiet gangster building up an extortion racket from small-time store owners, our two heroes progress. As in “Asterix and the Soothsayer”, chaos erupts. Fights break out. Our two heroes now have a thriving business on their hands. The story progresses.
Literature as social commentary
Author Lee Kiho’s world is distraught. As the twists and tears of modern Korea’s social fabric are being catapulted into the future, the past’s romanticized centuries of honorable nobility are leaving people ill-equipped to face a globalized world. There are only elements of honorable behavior remaining in today’s society. For example, there’s the large conglomerate Yuhan that conducts charitable work. It stands out because so many large conglomerates owned by billionaires do no charitable work. Then there are the many nonprofit organizations that help the downtrodden and those on the fringes of society. Those are the exceptions.
Broadly, Lee Kiho’s world has been eviscerated through a colonial imperialist grinder for some 50 odd years, and then doubly-eviscerated through a similar series of militarized dictatorship grinders for another 50 some odd years, removing any honorable behavior. Emerging, shocked, like Si-bong and I, into the 21st century, Korea’s wounds bleed openly, and it is the novelists, writers and poets who offer a soothing balm to our painful scars.
Living in Korea, quite often you’re subjected to the bland monotony of the central government’s beautiful lies and lithe obfuscations. You’re given Pablum in government newsletters and press briefings, and domestic media outlets are too tame and timid to act as an honest fourth estate. No one would ever question Power; it’s just too rude! You see slick tourism promotional campaigns aimed at attracting more shoppers from mainland China, pimping traditional Korea for more and more renminbi. To be honest, you’d think this place were straight out of “The Truman Show”. All that blather, all that blather. Most of society, and the government, too, lies to itself.
To see a truly human Korea, however, one that is beyond the scope of the made-for-masses Official Message, you must read literature. Read, read and read more. If you want to see humans as being truly human, not as some plastic pastiche of Koreanness designed to placate Iron Rice Bowl civil servants and the Man, read Korean literature. Read Korean literature and this nation becomes truly alive. Read Korean literature and this place becomes so much more cool. Psy would approve.
Leading this vanguard of modern Korean literature is Lee Kiho (이기호). He turns 44 this year and lives in Gwangju, South Jeolla Province. His pen must be possessed by a jack rabbit, as his chapters jump back and forth between flashback and the present. Like scenes from “Pulp Fiction”, the reader has to piece it all together. It unfolds at a proper pace, however, with no bumps or jilts. Readers are never lost. He uses short sentences, short chapters and even some short mini-chapters. This edition is part of the Literature Translation Institute of Korea’s “Library of Korean Literature” and was translated in 2013 into English by Christopher Dykas. Lee Kiho weaves a tale of sanity in an insane world: extorting money from you for apologizing to someone else for something you didn’t do. As it progresses, we, ourselves, slowly climb the padded wall in our white straight jacket.
“After we confessed a wrong, we always made sure to commit it. That was on account of our feeling unsettled after having the confession in our heads all day long.”
To a modern Western reader, the sheer physicality — the hitting and the yelling — of Lee Kiho’s world can be a shock. Physical barbarity seeps through the paragraphs like sweat through a rag. Korean society itself, it seems — militarized by colonial Japan, militarized by dictatorship — developed physical barbarity to a tee. This lingered until about 1997 and the East Asian Financial Crisis, and it was mostly gone by 2002 and the FIFA World Cup.
Until those two landmarks, however — 1997 and 2002 — physical barbarity pervaded at all levels and both genders of Korean society, and it shows in Lee Kiho’s insane, brutal world. The men were expected to be drilled in school and then slog away in a factory for the betterment of “the nation”, a concept imported from imperial Japan. The women were expected to give birth to sons, to make kimchi, to walk quietly and to keep their voices down. The men were further militarized through their two years and two months of mandatory military service. The women, of course, were never expected to hold a gun and were solely expected to raise little Big Men. Daughters were an unwanted burden.
Physical brutality lingered on in modern Korean society. The Wall Street Journal reports a case from 2014 where a teacher made eight students “do 800 continuous bodyweight squats during math class for failing to complete their homework. Some of them were able to stop after they correctly solved math problems but the unnamed hospitalized student had to complete the sit-and-stand routine.” As mentioned, one student was hospitalized.
So corporal punishment and yelling, though on the way out, is all over the modern Korean psyche and is all over Lee Kiho’s “At Least We Can Apologize.”
Si-bong and I are beaten all the time. Each flash back has the two main characters being beaten. Lee Kiho’s creepiness as an author comes about quite clearly: Si-bong and I smile as we’re beaten. Our two heroes, who go on to sell the act of apologizing, bear physical punishment worse than “Fight Club”, worse than some torture scenes. They smile and apologize.
Lee Kiho finishes many of his chapters like this: “That was on account of that being all there was to say.” The beatings and the apologies say it all.
Small shafts of light & Pulling yourself up by your bootstraps
There is light in Lee Kiho’s otherwise dystopian world. The main characters, all dregs and bilge water of the world, can develop hearts of gold and do have human emotions. To see it, however, you’ll have to read the middle third of the novel. That third-of-a-book is an amazing breath of fresh air… until the shock hits you. Lee Kiho never relents.
As Charlie Kaufman once said in one of his screenplays, “The last act makes a film. Wow them in the end, and you got a hit. You can have flaws, problems, but wow them in the end, and you’ve got a hit. Find an ending, but don’t cheat, and don’t you dare bring in a deus ex machina. Your characters must change, and the change must come from them. Do that and you’ll be fine.”
Well, Lee Kiho is fine. He’s just fine.
The New Yorker
Writer Ed Park’s take on this novel, and the broader collection of which it is a part, is spot on (“Sorry Not Sorry: Reading Dalkey Archive Press’s Library of Korean Literature”, The New Yorker, October 19, 2015). In fact, “Sorry. Not sorry.” might be a better English title than “At Least We Can Apologize”: it truly captures the absurdity of the situation. Park points out that concepts of hierarchy and apology can, in many regards, be said to be absent from the modern West.
Korean and Japanese grammar, on the other hand, is dependent on the two interlocutors specifically not being equal: different grammar or words apply if a person is “higher” or “lower” than you. How do you explain that to a society brought up on “We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal”? Apologies mean a lot to Korean (and Japanese) readers precisely because no two humans are truly equal in those languages. Take away the sincerity of an apology and you’re only left with an insane world. Welcome to the land of Lee Kiho.
It was a pitch black night
To share but a taste of Lee Kiho’s dystopian world and of modern Korean existence, we can conclude with a short recollection from early on in “At Least We Can Apologize”.
Si-bong says: “A long time ago I was in a taxi and I had to go to the bathroom.” He was scratching his head as he spoke. “So the taxi pulled over and I squatted down right in the ditch by the side of the road to take care of my business, but when I got up, the taxi was gone.”
“Wow… it just left you there and drove off?”
“No. It ended up underneath a semi. It was a pitch black night.”
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